but life isn't either.

i'm gonna change some of the names and genders of people in this post, because I still consider them my friends, but i'm not going to say nice things about them. despite this, they ARE still my friends.

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see, to me, I don't think life is fair for the people who actually give a shit about others, morals, and making a future for themself. I mean, that's all i've been trying to do. I plan things out so that my parents and I, especially, don't have to worry about panicking at the last minute. like for the movie last night, I have everything planned out a week ago, who was riding with who, the tickets, pick up and drop off. even dinner beforehand. it was all set.

then there are people like.. well, lets call this person Rachel. I talked to her the night before the movie, she had no tickets, no plans, no ride, nothing. and yet, while I was stuck at home, she was out watching the movie. She doesn't give a rats ass about the stress she put on other people, like the time we went to lunch and she barely had enough money to pay her bill, much less the tip.

then there are people like.. well, let's call this person Carl. Carl sneaks out of his duties all the time and never gets caught. he's not responsible, trustworthy, or very nice in general. unless it benefits him. he's never gotten in trouble, despite all this. I get caught every time I do something, even if it's just my unluckiness, I see this as a reason that life isn't fair.

nonetheless, I will grow up and become a better, more successful person than these people. still, this annoys me.

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don't ask who these people are. you don't know them. they aren't you. don't worry about it. I just needed to get it off my chest.